Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
In other “what is happening now” news, my vacuum? Almost set fire … well we think it might have. Hold on… We were out and came back home and smelled something weird. Walking around we couldn’t find the source My husband and kids were searching and I was about to go upstairs and give up […]
I sent a message to someone the other day .. just to vent and I got a speech. And to yet another person, did the same. Got the same reaction. Y’all I wasn’t looking for approval just some sympathy. Then it hit me – wasn’t that just looking for approval? I have always been a […]
Ever have a day where you just have one major fail after major fail after major fail after major fail? Was that enough fails for the day? Well my day is not over – so apparently not. I seriously just cant even deal right now. The enemy is attacking over and over and i am […]
we talked about people being real about their struggles. I think more people should speak up and show that the following Jesus isn’t easy – but its worth it. I think that people get this idea that once we follow Jesus we are all perfect and …. whatever they think. I want you to know […]
we all have these expectations in life right? We expect to …. i don’t know …. get married … have kids … white picket fence … and so on. Expectations on what our life should look like. the way things should be. But thats not life. Why? Cause God is in control – not us. […]
there are times when God only knows. God only knows my heart. God only knows my pain. some words are just too difficult for me to express. But God knows. And you would think thats enough – its not. But Im learning. There are times when I cant even begin to think past my pain. […]
I sit here in the midst of a panic attack and all I want to do is scream. All I want to do is throw stuff and yell and….okay. I’m out of metaphors…similes….whatever theyre called. But instead of doing those things. I trust in Jesus. easy right? try that again. I trust in Jesus. My […]
yeah this is an awkward topic. Suicide. This has made many people push me away – especially cause I talk about it. Openly. But I know this needs to be talked about. Too many people still believe that suicide is a selfish act. Too many people dont understand the truth of people with suicidal thoughts. […]
Hi my name is Jessica and I have a problem. A lot of problems but a big one is I like control. No really. It’s like a huge thing with me. I need to control my life – every aspect. I have recently realized it’s a part of the trauma I have gone through but […]
Shocker. I’ve failed. Remember how I was all “God use me as a blessing“? Yeah….I’ve failed. How is not important. What is important is what I am learning about it. I wanna be mad at myself and dwell on how I failed. I wanna do the thing that i am good at….but i’m not. im […]
How Jesus Changed Me 