Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
yeah this is an awkward topic. Suicide. This has made many people push me away – especially cause I talk about it. Openly. But I know this needs to be talked about. Too many people still believe that suicide is a selfish act. Too many people dont understand the truth of people with suicidal thoughts. […]
I know. You are not alone. I see you there my friend, making those changes. Striving to be a better person. A better Christian. Don’t give up because God sees you too. He saw you first. He has always seen you. In that pain, in that suffering. Please know this fact: He did not want […]
I get angry a lot. Its my weakness. Driving, arguments, injustice….whatever offense? Here comes the anger. Last night my husband just plain out said: what is your deal? Yeah shining moment. God forgive me. Some sort of $300/hr doctor would tell you that it leads to my past trauma….so on and so on. While I […]
In psychology the definition of Masking: deliberate act of hiding or masking one stimming quality to appear normal. So in essence, people who are (in our case) neurodivergent find themselves hiding a stim (hand shaking, mouth movements, odd dance like movements) to appear “normal” to others. Par for the course right? Change who God made […]
Yeah its not what you think its about….mental health and the church. Its not an angry post. not anything but the truth of a woman who tried to kill herself more times than she can count and how the church worked into that life. I, 3000%, believe that mental health is medical issue. In certain […]
She was driving. Laughing. Enjoying time with her mom – feeling that freedom that only one can feel on the open road. Driving. What peace she used to get from driving. Everything felt right. She always felt that peace from driving – even when she would race cars. It was her time. Her time to […]
Please my friend – talk. Talk to someone. Anyone. Don’t keep your feelings in – that’s not what God wants for us. Talk. In the US the number to talk to someone is 800-273- Talk Need someone who understands? I’m here for ya friend. Want to talk to a pastor? Email: prayer@calvaryfrederick.com There’s always someone […]
I need you to understand this. You are loved my friend. You are so loved. By many but no one loves you more than Jesus. Talk to Him. Find out how much He loves you. Accept Him into your heart and find out how far He will provide and protect you. Talk to Jesus
How Jesus Changed Me 