So I’m gonna try to write this without being upset. I went to my doctors appointment yesterday and was turned away. Even after I told them I needed meds refilled and I was a chronic illness sufferer. So here’s how it went. I have several chronic illnesses for which I take meds for. One is […]
Tag: mental health
His perfect timing
I hate waiting – I know not shocking. But I know he has a perfect timing. In His perfect timing there is something so spectacular and wonderful. What it is? I don’t know. And I hate that. I’m sitting here … actually laying … writing this post after a long night of just pain. Why […]
Sigh
Insert heavy sigh here folks. I am tired. I am tired of all this. I’m struggling. I am tired of being in pain. I am tired of being tired. I’m tired of the random stomach issues. I am tired of the disbelief. I am tired of feeling alone. I am tired of doing this. I […]
Depression sucks
I think people have this idea about depression. That it’s an all encompassing sadness … a depreciating life. No my friend, depression sucks more than that. No. That’s not even close to what we go through. When I go through a bout? I get an all encompassing emptiness. I feel nothing. I spend most days […]
My fears are big
My fears are big but my God is bigger. There’s so much going on y’all I can’t even think sometimes. At this point I am still waiting for my test results of the heart monitor. And yes. I’m still convincing myself I’m dying. We are going through some other stuff – not my place to […]
I know
my friend? I know. I know that feeling of hopelessness. I know the pain. But please know. Please know: I am praying for you. I know and I feel you. I am praying for you. You are not alone and you will get through. There is hope.
Just wanna say
Just wanna say .. there are people who are here to talk to you. If you are not okay? please. Please talk to someone. There are people who want to talk to you and tell you? Its okay to not be okay. Help is available (US):800-273-8255 International:Suicide Prevention Hotlines per country And if you want […]
I like to sing
i dont sing well … ha. I dont sing well at all. I cant but I like to sing. no. i love to sing. For real. Like I will belt out any song like Celine Dion on opening night at …. wherever she sings. Dude. I love me some crazy Celine (which I say with […]
Silent treatment
I hate getting the silent treatment. It’s a trigger point for my c-ptsd. Major one. Not going into specifics but full on panic attacks and everything. Thing is? A lot of people? Are just silent. Ya know the “strong silent type” people? Sigh. I’m freaking out just writing this. okay….this is a couple of weeks […]
did you know?
did you know you are loved? Did you know you matter? Did you know how awesome you are? Did you know God has a plan for you? Did you know that God sent his son to die for you? Did you know his son Jesus died for you because he loved you? Do you realize […]
How Jesus Changed Me 