Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
It’s seriously just one thing after another. Problems with this house, problems with our Maryland house … my health. Sigh I am just so overwhelmed Lord. Help me. Save me from the enemy that looks to overtake me Lord. Be my help. My strong tower. Lord I look to you cause this is all out […]
She looked at her computer screen in frustration. So many words. So many ideas wanted to spill out. How do I even start? Write Ok. But where? Where do I start? What do I write about? Write She slammed her hands in frustration and walked away. This is ridiculous Write She grabbed a drink of […]
Okay Lord. Let me get this straight. We move into a new house in a new state…sight unseen? Lord I praise you for you are Lord of all and I know I should trust you but dude! This is difficult. A house unseen. How am I supposed to plan? How am I supposed to prepare? […]
Lord here I am with more prayers. This is all overwhelming Lord. The move. My health. Homeschooling the kids. I ask for your grace. Thank you Lord for your peace that you have given us so far. I ask a continual peace about us. I commit this move to you. I thank you that so […]
Its been a dark time Lord. Its been a scary time but I know….I know that you will get us through. and i praise you. I really dont want to say that but I praise you for this time. I praise you because this time is teaching me and I am learning. I hate trials […]
It’s been a while for me – writing wise. I’m still going through my fears and doubts but I’m talking more with my husband. I’m being more honest and forthcoming – it’s helping. But there’s no rest for the weary. I’m still dealing with my fears, doubts, worries and of course weakness and tiredness. But […]
well its Day 4 of me wearing the holter monitor. How is it going? Well I’ll tell ya. Interesting. I have to take it off each morning to charge it for a period of time. They told me it takes an hour and what have i found out? It takes an hour and a half. […]
As a Spoonie, I hear this constantly from people when I say: I’m suffering. “Are you having enough faith?” “God will heal you! Just have the faith” Y’all…I have faith. I know my Beautiful creator can do anything. Anything at all, but it still hurts. This sucks. I can’t play with kids like I used […]
Yes. Yes. I know. My whole blog is all about trust. Well sorry but not sorry. It’s what I’m learning. Sorry for the sass – I’m tired and in pain and I’m nervous. We are traveling tomorrow to locations and timings unknown. No literally unknown. Ok. Maybe not all the locations – I might be […]
Sigh. So yesterday I finally went to urgent care and got my diagnosis. Well for my knee at least. I have dislocated my knee cap and I have advanced arthritis in several locations in my knee. I didn’t know that could happen – but people with EDS are susceptible to orthoarthritis … I know thats […]
How Jesus Changed Me 