Y’all? God provides and provides and provides. Man. God is so good. So y’all know about the exterminator possibly not coming right? Welp. You don’t? Here’s a recap: we have roaches. We scheduled the exterminator to come in a week. They told us to get rid of any extra boxes. But we just moved and […]
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Sleep
With all this going on? I haven’t been able to get much sleep. Literally from having Covid til now? My sleep has been horrible. Which only adds to my fears of course I can’t even remember when I’ve had a good nights sleep. Last night I got up at 2:30. The night before the same. […]
Lord
Lord I can’t deal. I can’t deal with this. Why are these roaches freaking me out so much? Forgive me my doubt Lord please. Grant me your strength and peace. There is absolutely no way I can do this without you. I can’t do this at all. Please help. Please allow the exterminator to come […]
Okay Lord
More issues have arisen. My prescription has not yet arrived and our change of address did not go through. This med helps me sleep. I am literally on my last dose today. Okay Lord what’s up? Am I complaining too much? Am I being ungrateful? Please show me Lord. I know you are using all […]
One thing
It’s seriously just one thing after another. Problems with this house, problems with our Maryland house … my health. Sigh I am just so overwhelmed Lord. Help me. Save me from the enemy that looks to overtake me Lord. Be my help. My strong tower. Lord I look to you cause this is all out […]
Frustration
She looked at her computer screen in frustration. So many words. So many ideas wanted to spill out. How do I even start? Write Ok. But where? Where do I start? What do I write about? Write She slammed her hands in frustration and walked away. This is ridiculous Write She grabbed a drink of […]
Okay let me get this straight
Okay Lord. Let me get this straight. We move into a new house in a new state…sight unseen? Lord I praise you for you are Lord of all and I know I should trust you but dude! This is difficult. A house unseen. How am I supposed to plan? How am I supposed to prepare? […]
More prayers
Lord here I am with more prayers. This is all overwhelming Lord. The move. My health. Homeschooling the kids. I ask for your grace. Thank you Lord for your peace that you have given us so far. I ask a continual peace about us. I commit this move to you. I thank you that so […]
Its dark but i know
Its been a dark time Lord. Its been a scary time but I know….I know that you will get us through. and i praise you. I really dont want to say that but I praise you for this time. I praise you because this time is teaching me and I am learning. I hate trials […]
No rest for the weary
It’s been a while for me – writing wise. I’m still going through my fears and doubts but I’m talking more with my husband. I’m being more honest and forthcoming – it’s helping. But there’s no rest for the weary. I’m still dealing with my fears, doubts, worries and of course weakness and tiredness. But […]