Doesn’t even begin

I don’t even know how to ..: this doesn’t even begin ..:. Lord help! Lord I can’t. This is too much. This is scary. Beyond frustrating. I hate this so much But I know you have a plan. So I put my hope in you. Please heal me of these illnesses. But I ask most […]

Oh Lord

Oh Lord just when I think I got it all figured out…I prove myself wrong. I am a mess God .. please forgive me for my doubts and fears. I commit this water heater situation to you. It’s gotten worse today and I’m sitting here waiting for the plumber. You know how I loathe waiting… […]

MCAS is weird

So I’m learning more and more about my new .:. Disease? Issue? MCAS is .. well weird. I found out that stress can trigger a mast cell flare .. was watching the news when? My nose started acting like a faucet and my lips started burning. Currently my lips are sore and I have those […]

Crumbling

Lord you are awesome and powerful and kind. I know this to be true but Lord? I’m crumbling right now. I believe you will get us through and that you will never leave and that you see me .. but sometimes it’s too hard. Please God forgive me – but this life is hard. Today […]