well its Day 4 of me wearing the holter monitor. How is it going? Well I’ll tell ya. Interesting. I have to take it off each morning to charge it for a period of time. They told me it takes an hour and what have i found out? It takes an hour and a half. […]
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Strength comes from above
I told yall about that David play right? The song that impacted my recent life. Well, this comes from it: “…strength comes from above….to lead us to love….you have a choice…trust in your Shepherd…listen for His word…follow His voice” Man. Yesterday proves it ya know? I have no strength. More and more i am finding […]
Holter monitor
So I got the holter monitor on now. I feel like I’m gonna break it or do it wrong – cause that’s just my brain. I feel like nothing is gonna happen and I’m gonna hafta see yet another doctor and get a horrible diagnosis. But I’m learning… Lord I commit this to you. This […]
Go getter
I’m a go getter. I see things that need to be done and I get it done. my husband on the other hand? He’s totally laid back. For example? We are looking for a house to move closer to my husbands job. We need more space too. To me? I hear – my husband needs […]
It’s all about trust
Yes. Yes. I know. My whole blog is all about trust. Well sorry but not sorry. It’s what I’m learning. Sorry for the sass – I’m tired and in pain and I’m nervous. We are traveling tomorrow to locations and timings unknown. No literally unknown. Ok. Maybe not all the locations – I might be […]
Lord
This time sucks. aint no but about that Lord. But I thank you for always being there for me. Even when I dont deserve it. Thank you for always protecting us. Thank you Lord for always providing for us. Thank you Lord for someone as ornery as me. Thank you Lord for being so good […]
There was that time
I haven’t really been talking about how Jesus changed me based on stories from my life. Sorry. I told y’all C-PTSD is complicated. Some days I cant even think about it. But then? I remember that time….there was that time i was a bully. Man. I haven’t thought about this in forever. But in high […]
no
no. i dont want this. i dont want to struggle like I do. this freaking sucks. I hate this Lord. Why do I hafta go through this? But I commit this time to you and ask that not my will but your will be done. I hate this but I trust you more help me […]
My health journey
I like sharing with you how Jesus changed me through all aspects of my life and i’m gonna start sharing the aspects of how Jesus is changed me through my health journey. First? I have always been the chunky girl. I found a good weight and met this cutie. he knocked my socks off. I […]
this is not it
nope. sorry depression. sorry. this is not it. I know you tricked me the other day … made me think i was out of this evilness. But obviously … God has other plans. And while I may not like this funk…who am I kidding? I hate it. But guess what depression? Guess what anxiety? Guess […]