I hate it – from the depths of my soul – when I see a need not being met. So I go and do. Whether I want to or not. It pains me not doing a thing. But here I am .. not doing a thing cause my body says no. I guess it has […]
Tag: prayer
Forgive me please
Lord please forgive me for my doubts and fears. Please forgive me for losing sight of you. You have always been there and I know you always will be. I praise you for your goodness – even in this storm.
Oh Lord I can’t
We are at the beginning of the hot season here in Georgia – which would be nothing if not for the ac being busted. We have it on now .. but it barely works. Oh Lord I can’t deal with this. My symptoms get 1000xs worse in the heat. Lord I’m so frustrated and so […]
Oh Lord
Oh Lord just when I think I got it all figured out…I prove myself wrong. I am a mess God .. please forgive me for my doubts and fears. I commit this water heater situation to you. It’s gotten worse today and I’m sitting here waiting for the plumber. You know how I loathe waiting… […]
God is cool
Another God is cool story coming up – wait did I call it that previously? Anyways .. lemme tell you this past week has been hard. I know you can’t tell but it’s been a week since I wrote. Has it? Oh my goodness .. let’s just say it’s been a minute. So I have […]
Times
There are times when I am just so stinking tired of this life. I hate this Lord. I’m not even .. Lord why? Why me? Why do I hafta go through this? This is not even close to being fair: Apparently I can no longer have my absolute favorite meal. This happened after I ate […]
I don’t understand
Lord .. I don’t understand. This life is rough Lord – not knowing what each day brings. The pain. The reactions. I’m tired of this – please take this away from me Lord. I hate this. I do. But I know you are the great healer. The great provider. My mighty and powerful God. I […]
My body
My body hurts. Had an intense reaction last night. My body last night was so swollen .. I was in the bathroom .. my eyes are bloodshot. I want to whine and complain but Jesus .:. I am so in awe of you. Why? Cause you let me sleep .. you gave me rest. You […]
Sharing
I like sharing my life. Sharing what I’m learning, sharing what I’ve been through, and so on. But ya know what else I’m gonna share? The ugly parts too, why? Cause I’m real I know for a fact that people struggle – but for some reason these same people think they are alone. I’m one […]
too much
ya know there is such a thing as knowing too much. Oh yeah – i said it. There is. Too much leads to things like thinking you are better …. than anyone. It leads to you thinking you know it all when that is far from the case. Take me. When I found out I […]
How Jesus Changed Me 