Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Lord there are so many things happening. I’m so overwhelmed because I’m trying to do this on my own. Please forgive me Lord. I commit this to you and praise your holy and powerful name. Thank you Lord for loving me… There’s nothing worth more, that will ever come close No thing can compare, You’re our […]
Well…I finally got a blood pressure machine. I’ve only been keeping track of my heart rate. I had been reading more and more about POTS and noticing my feet were getting swollen frequently. So I got one. Well this is … new huh? Oh wait this gets better .. notice my pulse? Yeah. If my […]
That’s a classic song underdog from Audio Adrenaline…take a listen. That’s me right now. I’m an underdog for so many reasons but for the sake of todays post? My health. I started that high salt, low carb diet right? Friend? I started feeling fantastic. I started having energy. I started feeling hungry. I was feeling […]
Well .:. I have my appointment with the POTS cardiologist. In March … sigh. Well … now I hafta wait. In the meantime .. like I said previously: I make the changes I can to help my symptoms. Diet changes, exercise changes, and clothing. March 1st come soon – please God. So as far as […]
So I found another doctor, but I hafta wait til they call me for an appointment. I hate waiting. I keep thinking they won’t call me back – it’s been a week. They told me it should be 48hrs. Patience is difficult. This is so me right now… I’m gonna call in a few to […]
Wanted to give an update on my doctors appointment. I canceled it. I’m done with dealing with doctors who don’t know anything about what I’m going through. I finally got added to the Georgia dysautonomia group and found a couple of doctors in my area that can help. There’s a doctor who specializes in POTS, […]
I’m scared. Got a new symptom that at first was once in a blue moon, now I’m fighting it constantly. Numbness and coldness in my hands… It started out just a finger numb for a bit then I would pop my knuckles and I felt better. Or I would pump my hands open and closed […]
So remember how I told you the doctor who didn’t believe me told me to do the ekg feature on the Apple Watch? Well that was … helpful. I mean God can use anyone right? Well… I have been doing that regularly since I saw him. Whenever I get a weird symptom? I start the […]
Lord … I’m scared. I don’t want to go this doctors appointment to just leave defeated. I don’t want to be ignored and humiliated again. I’m in pain. I’m tired. But I’m scared. Lord you are my rescuer. I know you are there guiding my steps. I ask in your holy precious name that you […]
I got great news! I’m finally learning to let go of control. Ok ok … I still am a huge knucklehead but im learning. What can I say? I’m a work in progress. But I’m learning. So I had a horrible appointment with my last cardiologist and I was set on not going to another […]
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