Y’all. I just got my euflexxa shot. This shot is a medicated gel that goes straight into my knee to help manage the arthritis and subluxation pain. oh holy goodness gracious great balls of fire was that painful. First off, I got to the appointment a little late. I was so concentrated on the fact […]
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Holter monitor
So I got the holter monitor on now. I feel like I’m gonna break it or do it wrong – cause that’s just my brain. I feel like nothing is gonna happen and I’m gonna hafta see yet another doctor and get a horrible diagnosis. But I’m learning… Lord I commit this to you. This […]
Oh. My. Word.
Y’all just when I think I got a handle on this anxiety? Just when I think I got a handle on trusting the Lord and allowing Him to work? The doubt come big time. Oh. My. Word. So sun up real quick: I’m eating a lot of salt and drinking a lot of water. If […]
Knucklehead
Y’all? This knucklehead done did it again. Sigh. When will I learn? I went and looked up my symptoms online. Apparently I’m dying from like 10 different things. Some of which .. actually do run through my family and are common with people who have EDS. Sigh. It’s been a rough time of it. My […]
Okay okay
Okay. Okay. Bear with me as I weave a story of my … sorry bad brain fog moment. What was I saying? …. …. My symptoms! Okay. Okay. Okay. Sorry OCD moment there – I legit still wanna say okay but we are pushing through Okay. Ugh. I’ve been weak, tired, dizzy, then I realized […]
Lonely
As a Spoonie? You can’t help but feel incredibly lonely. No one truly understands the pain, the exhaustion, the fact that your life is drastically changing minute by minute. People can feel sorry but no one truly understands and that’s lonely I’m going through a bad flare…or whatever is happening in my body currently. It’s […]
So much
There just so much of what I want to say. I’m having a bad flare up due to stress – assuming there. I literally have no idea what is happening to my body right now. I excused myself from dinner cause … well I just didn’t feel right. My back hurt, I’m weak, exhausted, emotionally […]
All about genetics
Yeah. All about genetics – what does that even mean? Well in this instance? If means I got the results back from my genetics test back finally. I do not have certain forms of Ehlers Danlos … but I can still have one version. How do I find if I have that? I go see […]
I don’t know what to say
I don’t. It’s been a couple of bad pain days – non stop rainy days. My leg is killing me. And the worst part is? The part with the major arthritis doesn’t hurt that much – it’s the muscle pain. That’s the pain that cripples me and leaves me near tears. I don’t know what […]
Things get in the way
Like for real. Things get in the way and it really pisses me off. Like I went to the doctor finally for my latest injury. I was optimistic, I was joyful looking toward finally starting the process of healing from this and then the doctor told me I was too fat. Too fat. This girl […]
How Jesus Changed Me 