In other “what is happening now” news, my vacuum? Almost set fire … well we think it might have. Hold on… We were out and came back home and smelled something weird. Walking around we couldn’t find the source My husband and kids were searching and I was about to go upstairs and give up […]
Tag: talk to God
no. I dont identify as a Chrisitan
I just need to write. Writing just…..it helps me see things. So? hi. so I was talking with someone about christians. Yeah it was my brother. And it came about that he believes that christians are just fake. And that made me think about my relationship with God. Cause it should. right? Am I a […]
Just me and You
ok Lord its just me and You. Whats up? Whats happening? Lord this past year has been one rollercoaster after another. Why? Please Lord show me what you want me to know. Guide me Lord. This is a hard road that i am on. I dont understand all these medical issues. My daughter in the […]
have you had your bible time today? For real folks. There is like this huge problem i am seeing more and more as time goes on. People are not reading their bible. Do you have any idea how important it is to read your bible? That time you have with the Lord is so key […]
They looked to Him and were radiant,And their faces were not ashamed. Psalms 34:5 Y’all? This verse has a powerful meaning. To many of course but to me alone? So profound. So yall know how that kid sexually assaulted me right? Well right before that happened, I remember reading this verse in a Brio magazine. […]
I am loud
Or at least I used to be. Maybe. I’m not sure. Let’s not ask my husband or kids. Growing up I was always told I was loud. “Why are you being loud JESSICA!?” Now? I mumble and speak quietly. Mostly. Again … let’s not ask my husband or kids about that. Moving on. That shaped […]
What do you do when you’re bored?
What do YOU do when you are bored…or in a moment of peace?
sometimes I like to be just still. No noise. No people…..just me. Not depression. Not anxiety. Well maybe anxiety. You see there are just sometimes when people are just too much for me. And I just hide. Or I lash out. Lashing out seems to be the go to emotion for me. Thats all I’ll […]
People wont like you
With the abuse that I received? I grew up as a huge people pleaser. Now I don’t care what people say – it’s not necessarily a bad thing. Okay yeah I heard that too. People pleasing is not a good thing. The only person you should try to please is Jesus. Facts. But I grew […]
Sometimes I find it hard to understand what God wants me to do. Like this ministry. I started it cause God has put a call to my heart to do this since before my son was born. I just ignored it. Nah. I cant say that – I tried for a while. But I was […]