Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
well its Day 4 of me wearing the holter monitor. How is it going? Well I’ll tell ya. Interesting. I have to take it off each morning to charge it for a period of time. They told me it takes an hour and what have i found out? It takes an hour and a half. […]
through this time y’all? i’m learning. i’m learning what it truly means to be a servant – not a slave a servant. Its a freaking difficult lesson to learn because … well I just want to rebel from that idea. ya know? Being told you are growing up to be a slave (see previous link […]
yall know we’ve been going through the thick of it these past couple of months – its been difficult. I’ve been …. well honestly a train wreck. I’ve been praying and praying but man y’all – i have truly been feeling ignored by God. then? Then I asked. I just asked God if He would […]
i’m not the perfect one i’m not the funny one i’m not the one with patience i’m not the beloved one i’m not the right one i’m not the one with the great faith i’m not the one with joy what am i? the woman who is tired of these trials. Lord please help me. […]
I love how is a great song by Sherri Youngward. Go check it out if you need a check on …. well you. I love this song gets my focus back on to where it belongs. God and how much He loves us and has done so much for us. Yall know how ive been […]
I don’t like when things go my way. I think I’ve said that once or twice Or more. Moving on…. God has truly been leading me on a path when I’m realizing more and more. It’s not about me. It’s not about what I want and? It sucks I hate not being able to control […]
so ive had some updates on my health. yeah. a lot more waiting. yall know how much i love waiting. So this is fun…..yeah. my heart was damaged due to covid. My thyroid problem has increased my cholesterol and my doctor wants me to be patient. I mean – really? Really dude? i’m sitting here […]
I mean….just….i just….i hate where i am. Not because i need to be closer to God but i hate where i am … cause i am still just here. in the same place that i have been for years. not trusting. I know. not shocking but its frustrating cause I keep going through the same […]
So i hit another ….. thing in my fight. My heart has apparently has had some damage from covid. Before it was just a possibility – now its a definite confirmation. My cholesterol is high – probably from my thyroid being messed up. So yeah. This aint fun. I know He is in control but […]
Its all about the little things right? Those are the things that matter. The little smiles, the words of encouragement. Even something as simple as putting on a movie someone likes. Those little things to remind the person they are loved and encouraged. I love how God does that for us. Quick recap: Ugh. I’m […]
How Jesus Changed Me 