Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Y’all change is truly scary. We are sitting here cramped as we wait for the painters to finish the house. Don’t get me wrong they’ve done a great job. But they’ve changed stuff Okay. Maybe I do… But this is difficult to adjust to. More so than I thought. I mean my kids are fine […]
Okay Lord. Let me get this straight. We move into a new house in a new state…sight unseen? Lord I praise you for you are Lord of all and I know I should trust you but dude! This is difficult. A house unseen. How am I supposed to plan? How am I supposed to prepare? […]
Y’all it’s been a couple of days since I wrote and it’s cause my mind is completely blank. Sorry. I want to write so much but getting through the fog is difficult. I am currently attempting to stay without carbs (which is supposed to help people with dysautonomia – according to dysautonomia international) so that’s […]
So I was impatient about the genetics….geneticist appointment. And I found out what I have waiting for me. Some more waiting. Lemme ‘splain … So I called them and they explained to me that I have to wait until basically November to hear if I get an appointment. If. They have to go through all […]
Dude when God wants to speak to you…He will. I mean are your ears open? Are your eyes? Y’all know about this trying time I’m going through. Me finally learning to trust God. Well I was scrolling on Facebook Which I loathe to my core but some of those Star Wars groups have the best […]
Most of my life I have spent not being heard by people. I think it’s cause – well I didn’t have the therapy (speech therapy) I needed to help me get my point across. It sucks majorly. Not being heard has lead … led…ahh you know what I mean. It’s caused issues. Mainly the issue […]
Lately I’ve been going through it – as we know. Well the past week God has been showing me more and more about forgiveness. Well, since I’m such a perfect Christian and all….i did not see this coming. That it was a message for someone else and not me (insert a huge amount of sarcasm […]
being married is a total exercise in trust. Not in your spouse, not in yourself, not in technology (for tracking of course) but in God. You have to sit there and trust that God knows whats best – not that God would protect your spouse from danger – i mean yeah you need to trust […]
Hypothyroidism sucks. Majorly. Lemme break it down really quick. Your thyroid controls a lot of body parts. from female organs to brain function to digestive…section (ahem) to even muscular function. Oh wait forgot my favorite – joint … function? I dont know how to say that except arthritis sucks. All of this sucks so much. […]
Are there some times when you look around and you just cant? Like you literally “i just cant”? No? just me? Alrighty then. But seriously though – going through all these medical problems causes me to take a step back and wonder. Like doing these devotionals and stories – how can i write? am I […]
How Jesus Changed Me 