Go getter

I’m such a go getter. If I see something that needs to be done? I do it. I don’t ask for help. I just do. Then? I get bitter and mad that no one else sees or fixes it. Yeah .. not my shining moment but ya know that’s what needing to be in control […]


So my heart rate hit 155 .. while food shopping. I know, I know, I gotta let the meds take effect. But almost passing out while in Walmart is not on my bucket list. Lord, I commit this to you. Help me Lord. Guide me Lord please. I ask that you would heal me and […]


My mom and I were talking this morning and she reminded me of this verse: But he said to her, “You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God, and shall we not accept adversity?” In all this Job did not sin with his lips. Job 2:10 God […]

I want to

I want to spray this house until we are breathing in fumes of roach spray. I’m not even close to kidding. I want to take control and get rid of this bug problem myself but I know I need to wait on the Lord. So in each location we’ve lived in – with the exception […]


Once I get my water in? I’m always cold. Always. You would think that was great during this heat wave. You would be wrong Like the other day? It was 100 here – during the big heat wave. Well I felt nothing. In fact, it felt quite nice to me. That’s where the problem lies. […]


She sat quietly in her room staring out the window, sipping a cup of coffee and wondering. Wondering what God had for her. Wondering where they would go. Wondering if she had the strength. Wondering if she had the love. Rest Jessica She lowered her eyes to coffee. On it we’re pictures of her children […]