Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Once I get my water in? I’m always cold. Always. You would think that was great during this heat wave. You would be wrong Like the other day? It was 100 here – during the big heat wave. Well I felt nothing. In fact, it felt quite nice to me. That’s where the problem lies. […]
Y’all change is truly scary. We are sitting here cramped as we wait for the painters to finish the house. Don’t get me wrong they’ve done a great job. But they’ve changed stuff Okay. Maybe I do… But this is difficult to adjust to. More so than I thought. I mean my kids are fine […]
Okay Lord. Let me get this straight. We move into a new house in a new state…sight unseen? Lord I praise you for you are Lord of all and I know I should trust you but dude! This is difficult. A house unseen. How am I supposed to plan? How am I supposed to prepare? […]
She sat quietly in her room staring out the window, sipping a cup of coffee and wondering. Wondering what God had for her. Wondering where they would go. Wondering if she had the strength. Wondering if she had the love. Rest Jessica She lowered her eyes to coffee. On it we’re pictures of her children […]
Y’all it’s been a couple of days since I wrote and it’s cause my mind is completely blank. Sorry. I want to write so much but getting through the fog is difficult. I am currently attempting to stay without carbs (which is supposed to help people with dysautonomia – according to dysautonomia international) so that’s […]
I will call upon Your nameAnd keep my eyes above the wavesWhen oceans riseMy soul will rest in Your embraceFor I am Yours and You are mine – Lyrics OCEANS Rend collective So some huge things are in the works, not gonna share cause its still all in the air. But I will share that […]
Its been a dark time Lord. Its been a scary time but I know….I know that you will get us through. and i praise you. I really dont want to say that but I praise you for this time. I praise you because this time is teaching me and I am learning. I hate trials […]
i’m a mess y’all …. i’m flailing. I am grasping at straws and I cant anymore. My body aches. I am so weak i dont even trust myself driving. My brain is so foggy – sometimes i cant even hold a conversation. My depression is right on the edge of my brain trying to bust […]
Okay y’all…you know how I like to just write things out … well? Here’s another one. Well more like a prayer. Okay Lord. Okay. I know I said I trust you – but is this part of it? Am I supposed to just leave this as it is? Am I supposed to just .. trust? […]
Just when I think I know … shoo that should’ve been the name of this blog. Y’all I can’t … I just can’t. Just when I think I know what’s happening with my life and where God has us? Yea .. it changes. I’m not saying anything right now because it’s all up in the […]
How Jesus Changed Me 