Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
I’m such a go getter. If I see something that needs to be done? I do it. I don’t ask for help. I just do. Then? I get bitter and mad that no one else sees or fixes it. Yeah .. not my shining moment but ya know that’s what needing to be in control […]
So my heart rate hit 155 .. while food shopping. I know, I know, I gotta let the meds take effect. But almost passing out while in Walmart is not on my bucket list. Lord, I commit this to you. Help me Lord. Guide me Lord please. I ask that you would heal me and […]
In other “what is happening now” news, my vacuum? Almost set fire … well we think it might have. Hold on… We were out and came back home and smelled something weird. Walking around we couldn’t find the source My husband and kids were searching and I was about to go upstairs and give up […]
I honest don’t know what I’m gonna write. My heart is conflicted Lord. I don’t understand the purpose of being thankful sometimes. I know that has to do with my trauma – it’s hard to be thankful when you’re always waiting for the bottom to fall out. Lord please help my unbelief. I know you […]
My mom and I were talking this morning and she reminded me of this verse: But he said to her, “You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God, and shall we not accept adversity?” In all this Job did not sin with his lips. Job 2:10 God […]
I want to spray this house until we are breathing in fumes of roach spray. I’m not even close to kidding. I want to take control and get rid of this bug problem myself but I know I need to wait on the Lord. So in each location we’ve lived in – with the exception […]
Once I get my water in? I’m always cold. Always. You would think that was great during this heat wave. You would be wrong Like the other day? It was 100 here – during the big heat wave. Well I felt nothing. In fact, it felt quite nice to me. That’s where the problem lies. […]
Y’all change is truly scary. We are sitting here cramped as we wait for the painters to finish the house. Don’t get me wrong they’ve done a great job. But they’ve changed stuff Okay. Maybe I do… But this is difficult to adjust to. More so than I thought. I mean my kids are fine […]
Okay Lord. Let me get this straight. We move into a new house in a new state…sight unseen? Lord I praise you for you are Lord of all and I know I should trust you but dude! This is difficult. A house unseen. How am I supposed to plan? How am I supposed to prepare? […]
She sat quietly in her room staring out the window, sipping a cup of coffee and wondering. Wondering what God had for her. Wondering where they would go. Wondering if she had the strength. Wondering if she had the love. Rest Jessica She lowered her eyes to coffee. On it we’re pictures of her children […]
How Jesus Changed Me 