Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
so. previously i was supporting a ministry – not gonna do any linking cause well see James 4:11. lemme get into it. anyways. i no longer support that ministry cause it really had funky ….. values. lemme splain. i was listening to a podcast and the person said something along the following: “don’t say ‘i […]
I am a believer. I am loud. I am not perfect. I am no where near being where God wants me. But I try. I believe. I put my belief in God. I believe that God sent His son Jesus to die for me and I accepted Him into my heart. I fail. Oh boy […]
My husband and I have been praying about a certain …. subject? Thought? I dont know. Topic. Lets leave it at that. We’ve been feeling the same thing about it – but have been wondering why God is showing us this. But then? Just when I think I know why – God shows me something […]
Dear depression let me tell you this one thing: no! Not today! I am not having it! You have sucked enough life out of me – even trying to take it all away. Enough! Not today! This is your warning. I finally realized Jesus is on my side. I know this won’t be the end […]
I have depression due to a chemical imbalance in my brain. I have medical depression or as its commonly called: clinical depression. Comments from others have ranged from: “oh I’m sorry” to “I have that too. I just pray” Sigh. When will we learn its not a competition? I was misdiagnosed with bipolar 1 – […]
This. Just all of this. We need to stop looking to others for our choices. We need to stop looking to others for our ideas. We need to be seekers. We need to be different. Seek out the truth of our Lord. Not what’s most popular. Christianity has become something else. Too many times I […]
So i hit another ….. thing in my fight. My heart has apparently has had some damage from covid. Before it was just a possibility – now its a definite confirmation. My cholesterol is high – probably from my thyroid being messed up. So yeah. This aint fun. I know He is in control but […]
Hi my name is Jessica and I have a problem. A lot of problems but a big one is I like control. No really. It’s like a huge thing with me. I need to control my life – every aspect. I have recently realized it’s a part of the trauma I have gone through but […]
I’ve always felt ugly. Always. Theres no if, ands or buts about that sentence. I grew up thinking I was gonna be fat and ugly – no. Thats not right. I grew up knowing I was fat and ugly. I knew I would never be good enough for anyone. I knew no one would love […]
“I want to be a Christian but you don’t know what I’ve done. You don’t know who I am. You just don’t understand that God could never love me.” I have heard that so many times. A lot from myself actually. God could never love me. It was ingrained in me that I was never […]
How Jesus Changed Me 