Y’all. I just got my euflexxa shot. This shot is a medicated gel that goes straight into my knee to help manage the arthritis and subluxation pain. oh holy goodness gracious great balls of fire was that painful. First off, I got to the appointment a little late. I was so concentrated on the fact […]
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Holter monitor
So I got the holter monitor on now. I feel like I’m gonna break it or do it wrong – cause that’s just my brain. I feel like nothing is gonna happen and I’m gonna hafta see yet another doctor and get a horrible diagnosis. But I’m learning… Lord I commit this to you. This […]
looked
she looked outside the window in a peaceful silence … knowing the chaos that day would bring. God. I cant do this. She slowly got up and moved about the room getting ready. She sat down on her big easy chair God. I cannot do this. I ask that your Holy Spirit would come upon […]
Scars
She looked quietly in the mirror. Her scars horrified her. She hated the way they proudly showed themselves off. Look at me! I hurt her when she was told she was fat. No! Look at me! I scarred her when people laughed at her. Nah! It’s me! I’m the most damaging! No one will ever […]
Sigh
Sigh. So yesterday I finally went to urgent care and got my diagnosis. Well for my knee at least. I have dislocated my knee cap and I have advanced arthritis in several locations in my knee. I didn’t know that could happen – but people with EDS are susceptible to orthoarthritis … I know thats […]
I’ve just seen Jesus
Ever heard of Sandi Patty or Larnel Harris? Oh boy I hope I spelled that right. Anyways they sang a song together: I’ve just seen Jesus. It’s a beautiful song … click here to listen. My mom used to listen to both these artists regularly growing up – don’t know why she stopped. Anywheyz Real […]
the look
she looked quickly up to see if he was looking. and there it was. the look and? his smile. her heart skipped a beat. Oh my goodness that smile, she giggled as she thought to herself, he is so cute. She quickly sat down and took a breath. and went on with her day. Or […]
Being weird
I actually hate that word: “weird”. I don’t use it as a bad word in this house – but I do discourage the kids from using it. And? They are using different words to describe someone. I want the kids to understand that being weird applies to ….. animals or something like that. Not people. […]
Believer
I am a believer. I am loud. I am not perfect. I am no where near being where God wants me. But I try. I believe. I put my belief in God. I believe that God sent His son Jesus to die for me and I accepted Him into my heart. I fail. Oh boy […]
well here we go … again
well here we go again. had my new set of blood tests done. Found out my thyroid stimulating hormone was at 22 (it should be less than 2). Dude. It explains everything i’ve been going through – not the hypermobility … though they are not exclusive. Moving on. I’m talking the depression and severe exhaustion. […]
How Jesus Changed Me 