Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
So. This last offer backed out. Again. I can’t even. I mean just when we begin … Lord what is happening? house is back on market. Y’all? Even the real estate agent even said he’s never seen anything like this. Well we moved in! It was interesting. The house is absolutely beautiful but it was […]
We sold the house at literally the last minute. We were literally facing a double rent and not knowing how to pay it and? God came through. This guy came in to see our house while I was sick and made an offer that was too low. But we negotiated and boom. We are home […]
Y’all … it’s hitting me hard now. This girl who hated the south….did I tell y’all a memory I had? I have a memory of me saying “I hate the everything about the south” while walking the mall with my friends – as my mom was singing in a choir in a Staten Island. I […]
“Jessica you are such an inspiration. You are so perfect at everything.” ha. definitely not perfect. definitely not. I can get you examples if you want. It comes down to this: when you think you know things about people? Thats when you finally realize – You don’t. You definitely don’t know … anything. I have […]
I’m sitting here writing this and I’m frustrated. Why cause even this is tiring me out. Y’all? I hate this so much. I have so much to do with packing this house. I have all these ideas and can I do them? Probably not. I hate this so much. I know God has a plan […]
She sat quietly in her room staring out the window, sipping a cup of coffee and wondering. Wondering what God had for her. Wondering where they would go. Wondering if she had the strength. Wondering if she had the love. Rest Jessica She lowered her eyes to coffee. On it we’re pictures of her children […]
Insert heavy sigh here folks. I am tired. I am tired of all this. I’m struggling. I am tired of being in pain. I am tired of being tired. I’m tired of the random stomach issues. I am tired of the disbelief. I am tired of feeling alone. I am tired of doing this. I […]
Y’all. I just got my euflexxa shot. This shot is a medicated gel that goes straight into my knee to help manage the arthritis and subluxation pain. oh holy goodness gracious great balls of fire was that painful. First off, I got to the appointment a little late. I was so concentrated on the fact […]
So I got the holter monitor on now. I feel like I’m gonna break it or do it wrong – cause that’s just my brain. I feel like nothing is gonna happen and I’m gonna hafta see yet another doctor and get a horrible diagnosis. But I’m learning… Lord I commit this to you. This […]
she looked outside the window in a peaceful silence … knowing the chaos that day would bring. God. I cant do this. She slowly got up and moved about the room getting ready. She sat down on her big easy chair God. I cannot do this. I ask that your Holy Spirit would come upon […]
How Jesus Changed Me 