a couple of people asked me this question and I couldn’t honestly answer: what was your favorite Christmas? it kills me that I cant think of any. all I have are bad memories. Not that i’m faulting anyone – cause thats not the point of my blog. But it kills me that I dont have […]
Tag: writing
Anxiety
Anxiety sucks. How it plagued her. Anxiety controlled all her motions. Made her feel less than human. Anxiety made her feel less than Christian. Motionless, she went into 1,000 different scenarios as her husband explained the plans. She stared right through her husband as she let all the possibilities fly. We are gonna get sick […]
Lonely
She sat there sipping her coffee….silently wanting to scream. Lonely. Thats what it was. Thats what filled her soul. Lonely, ugly, fat, stupid. Thats what she always was and thats all that she will ever be. Stop it Jess. Thats not true. Her toxic thoughts filled her mind. She hated that she had this struggle. […]
Mental health and the church
Yeah its not what you think its about….mental health and the church. Its not an angry post. not anything but the truth of a woman who tried to kill herself more times than she can count and how the church worked into that life. I, 3000%, believe that mental health is medical issue. In certain […]
driving
She was driving. Laughing. Enjoying time with her mom – feeling that freedom that only one can feel on the open road. Driving. What peace she used to get from driving. Everything felt right. She always felt that peace from driving – even when she would race cars. It was her time. Her time to […]
Awesome
How awesome you are Gracious and mighty King In my unworthiness You have Loved Me You are Awesome Lord Totally and completely Awesome
Glorified
Your prescence is awesome You alone are to be Glorified Glory and Honor are yours How beautiful & mighty you are.
My heart
My heart desires you; I forever want to be with You. I love you with more than anything. Glory and praise belong to You alone. My heart wants nothing else but Your love 31 Therefore, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God. 1 Corinthians 10:31
kids. right?
I mean….kids. right? I mean…… all the frustrations in the world come when you have kids. They never listen and they are always fighting back. For example? My kids like to play in the other room with their toys and they have got my ability…..gift….they’re loud. Like holy-goodness-are-you-deaf? loud. Anyways, they always end up arguing […]