Search results for: “minist”

  • My ministry

    My ministry

    Y’all for years and I am talking years … I was praying about being in a ministry. Then I thought my ministry was in the church. Then i thought my ministry was as an influencer (stop judging) and then and then … you see where I’m going with this? I was always looking to the…

  • Prayer before church

    Prayer before church

    Remember how I talked about how I am sustained during Wednesday nights? Well here’s the prayer before church… Lord I commit this night to you. I ask for strength cause I ain’t got none. I’m working on steam right now. Lord sustain me and use me to minister to these kids. That they would have…

  • My life is weird

    My life is weird

    For real .. my life is so weird. For example? I need rice to settle my stomach right? I use it to get my salt in easier too right? Well, I did a little experiment yesterday and realized my heart definitely don’t like it now And I hate that I can’t get any answers from…

  • I needed that

    I needed that

    Was having a moment .. then God showed me something that .. well I needed desperately. I was having a “woe is me“ day when I met someone who is worse off than me – physically. And I was all “I guess God wants me to minister to them..” and begrudgingly talked with them. Y’all?…

  • Mom life

    Mom life

    Mom life is rough. You take a piece of your heart and let it live in this world. Unprotected. And there ain’t nothing you can do about it. I repeat, Mom life is truly rough. And not beat up anyone who dares to hurt your heart… And to remember to be Christ-like to those chuckleheads.…

  • Moving in

    Moving in

    So we have family moving in. It’s my in-laws, whom I love dearly – but y’all? This is gonna be a stretch for me. Not cause they are moving in – but because I’m grumpy. I mean can you blame me? I feel sick about 95% of the time and when you’re sick? You can…

  • Argh!!

    Argh!!

    Ok Lord I know I was good with it before .. but can you take this from me? Can you heal me? I am tired .. so unbelievably tired of this nonsense!!! Argh!!! This ain’t fair at all Suffering so much cause I did your work? I was literally just helping at church .. not…

  • Dude

    Dude

    Y’all these exhaustion levels are no joke. Dude. Even writing this post is difficult. Every blessed thing is made difficult. But I’m in a way grateful for it .. ish On those days where I can’t? Where even taking care of myself is a challenge? I ask God for strength and grace .. and He…

  • VBS

    VBS

    This week is VBS .. we are on day 2. I’m sitting here wondering what I was thinking when I volunteered. Then? God showed me. So many kids gave their hearts to God They have a joy just singing about hippos They have questions and they are getting answers God is doing some awesome things…

  • Paper thin

    I feel paper thin. I’m probably doing too much recently – especially after this last flare. But I feel paper thin. I’m sitting here I’m dealing with such chest pain .. weird heart rates .. and I still hafta be a mom. I still hafta homeschool I still hafta be a wife. I still have…