Y’all for years and I am talking years … I was praying about being in a ministry. Then I thought my ministry was in the church. Then i thought my ministry was as an influencer (stop judging) and then and then … you see where I’m going with this? I was always looking to the…
Remember how I talked about how I am sustained during Wednesday nights? Well here’s the prayer before church… Lord I commit this night to you. I ask for strength cause I ain’t got none. I’m working on steam right now. Lord sustain me and use me to minister to these kids. That they would have…
For real .. my life is so weird. For example? I need rice to settle my stomach right? I use it to get my salt in easier too right? Well, I did a little experiment yesterday and realized my heart definitely don’t like it now And I hate that I can’t get any answers from…
Was having a moment .. then God showed me something that .. well I needed desperately. I was having a “woe is me“ day when I met someone who is worse off than me – physically. And I was all “I guess God wants me to minister to them..” and begrudgingly talked with them. Y’all?…
Mom life is rough. You take a piece of your heart and let it live in this world. Unprotected. And there ain’t nothing you can do about it. I repeat, Mom life is truly rough. And not beat up anyone who dares to hurt your heart… And to remember to be Christ-like to those chuckleheads.…
So we have family moving in. It’s my in-laws, whom I love dearly – but y’all? This is gonna be a stretch for me. Not cause they are moving in – but because I’m grumpy. I mean can you blame me? I feel sick about 95% of the time and when you’re sick? You can…
Ok Lord I know I was good with it before .. but can you take this from me? Can you heal me? I am tired .. so unbelievably tired of this nonsense!!! Argh!!! This ain’t fair at all Suffering so much cause I did your work? I was literally just helping at church .. not…
Y’all these exhaustion levels are no joke. Dude. Even writing this post is difficult. Every blessed thing is made difficult. But I’m in a way grateful for it .. ish On those days where I can’t? Where even taking care of myself is a challenge? I ask God for strength and grace .. and He…
This week is VBS .. we are on day 2. I’m sitting here wondering what I was thinking when I volunteered. Then? God showed me. So many kids gave their hearts to God They have a joy just singing about hippos They have questions and they are getting answers God is doing some awesome things…
I feel paper thin. I’m probably doing too much recently – especially after this last flare. But I feel paper thin. I’m sitting here I’m dealing with such chest pain .. weird heart rates .. and I still hafta be a mom. I still hafta homeschool I still hafta be a wife. I still have…