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Vlog update
Y’all know how I tried to keep up with vlogs? See my vlog link below .. but my brain has kept me from being able to make sense most days lately. So I decided to update my idea. I opened back up my instagram acct I’ve cut back on it a lot .. and to…
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Graves into gardens
I love that song: Graves into gardens. I’ll put the links later in the post. But it perfectly describes where I am at lately. Well technically I’m in a flare and I can barely do anything – but spiritually? I’ve never felt such peace. This grave has finally become a garden Last year this time…
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I’m beat down
Y’all … I am beat down. I’m just .. struggling honestly. I am so tired and frustrated and I absolutely hate this feeling. My body is just so worn down y’all. We were driving home from church today and the sun was shining brightly. It literally felt like fire on me. I know it was…
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Realization
It’s been a couple of days since I wrote … but I finally had a realization. My role in this world. To be a witness to those I come across. I’ve found peace and strength by changing my focus on my situation and on God. I’m not gonna lie and say I got it all…
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Whoops
Lord. Sorry. My bad. I’ve been complaining how I have Covid and no one is giving me rest. Whoops. Lord I know you want me to be in ministry but is this what you meant? No rest? No peace time? I’m tired Lord. It’s been a long stinking day and it’s not even noon. I…
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True call of God
What is the true call of God? I’ve been praying and seeking out God on this. Cause you know God never calls the prepared or the ones who we think should be called. But what does that hafta do with me? Take a look at king David. He was considered a puny nobody by many.…
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Little miracles
God has been really powerful through this. Sending little miracles to get us through this time. The change, the move, the illness. God has provided grace and strength. My son has autism right? Typically a child with autism doesn’t do well with change – my son is like that. Well he has been so chill…
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Lonely
As a Spoonie? You can’t help but feel incredibly lonely. No one truly understands the pain, the exhaustion, the fact that your life is drastically changing minute by minute. People can feel sorry but no one truly understands and that’s lonely I’m going through a bad flare…or whatever is happening in my body currently. It’s…
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I hate baseball
Ugh. I hate baseball. No. I loathe…despise…baseball. It infuriates me. In my soul I hate baseball. I am not a big sports fan – I can get into basketball but other sports? My husband is a huge sports fan. And I’m talking all sports. But his true love is baseball. Never misses a game. Lets…
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Ay yi yi
I like to write. I find my release in it. No for real, when I’m having a big emotion? I need to write to get everything out or I’m just a big ball of nerves. But here’s the thing – my kids are on summer vacation now (homeschooling) so when do I get the time?…
How Jesus Changed Me 