Anxiety sucks. How it plagued her. Anxiety controlled all her motions. Made her feel less than human. Anxiety made her feel less than Christian.
Motionless, she went into 1,000 different scenarios as her husband explained the plans.
She stared right through her husband as she let all the possibilities fly.
We are gonna get sick
It’s gonna rain
Oh why did he make these plans without me?
I’m gonna die
My kids….she stopped herself
Trust … she reminded herself. Trust that God…
It’s a daily…even moment by moment thought but she takes that time to remember. God is in control.