looked

she looked outside the window in a peaceful silence … knowing the chaos that day would bring.

God. I cant do this.

She slowly got up and moved about the room getting ready.

She sat down on her big easy chair

God. I cannot do this. I ask that your Holy Spirit would come upon me and give me strength.

She sat a few more minutes.

Honey….they are here. We got to go.

She got up from the chair and started getting ready again.

tears fell down her face and she faced her truth.

She was no longer here.

She wouldnt be here for a laugh.

She wouldnt be here