So sun up real quick: I’m eating a lot of salt and drinking a lot of water. If I don’t drink a lot of water I get dizzy and weak. I have an appointment coming soon to put on a holter monitor to see what’s happening. Okay things summed up? Here we go.
I was talking with someone about my struggles – wait I wasn’t talking. I was just drinking out of my jug of 73ozs .. similar to this:
To which I responded: no, but I know it’s not normal hence my doctors appointment. And I walked away.
Then for about an hour I was riddled with anxiety and doubt. Forget that my bloodwork was normal, forget that I feel worse if I don’t drink. Forget that I’m trusting the Lord. Forget all that – apparently.
Just when I think I got this Christian life? Bam. But that just reminds me to hold on even harder to the Lord ya know? And trust in His timing. And only listen to Him.
Sigh. When will I learn?