nope. sorry depression. sorry. this is not it. I know you tricked me the other day … made me think i was out of this evilness. But obviously … God has other plans.
And while I may not like this funk…who am I kidding? I hate it. But guess what depression? Guess what anxiety? Guess what? you aint gonna steal my song.

God is awesome and powerful and I know …
I KNOW
He will get me through this.
This evilness may want to consume me. May make me think stupidly.
But you know what?
I choose worship the Lord and concentrate on His goodness.
I know He is good an awesome. I know he blesses His children. I know. I know. I will get through this time.
I praise you Lord cause you are so so worthy of my praise and so much more.
Please forgive me for losing sight of that. I commit my life to you and ask that all I do bring you praise.
33 These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you [f]will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”
John 16:33